Love For Her In Me

I never knew a true love until I met HER.

Not a more beautiful sight or perfect picture

pieced together.

The moment my eyes opened to her and

focused on her beauty my vision on life has

never been better.

Staring at myself in the reflection of her 

brown eyes, projecting the beauty in me.

Couldn't believe this is what I was missing

and what it was to really love a woman like

me.

The lesbian in me finds her sexy, my weak heart 

couldn't even fathom to deserve her.

She made me believe the faults in me she 

loves and her acceptance are their purpose.

The confidence she radiates thaws the 

coldness I've hoarded within.

I know her, I miss her, she's familiar like an

 ex lover, I'm curious as to where shes

been.

Those almond eyes aint never lied the truth

 in her lenses capture the real.

The definition in her cheekbones remind

me of the earnest structure I long to feel

Cherokee brown in the summer, creamier in

 the winter, her hue is like a tickle from

the sun.

The silhouette of her gracious body next to 

mine 

is like us doubled from one.

Impossible not to gaze, her openness is like 

new

scenery to me.

That head full of natural ringlets flowing in the 

wind caught by the sky's warmness are serene.

I live for her melodious ramblings and desire

her literary genius.

I long to read every crease of her line for line

because the story in her pages complete us.

I can remember timidly embracing that frame

of curves, but good God the power I 

experienced knowing it deeper.

To really lover her is to accomplish her I vow

now to forever work harder to achieve her.

She promised me she'd come around all the time

I reassure to conform myself to receive her.

I am her, she is me, and the she in me I'd never

dream I could be, has come through and made

me a believer.

  

Verb Play "Random Free Write"

Action,

The key to my locked monster,

and nucleus of my satisfaction

Us two molecules making friction

heated reaction

LETS PLAY!

Abandon what you percieved 

or believed in the past you achieved

Collapse or u-turn that running mind frame

and accelerate this way

Sure, we can keep or compile

and consolidate from whatever 

can coordinate your esteem

Ill administer mine, then you advance yours

and see where we meet

Lets acquire information about each others

taste, conspire a meeting, then assess

Deduct some here, add there

Furnish this place we call ecstasy and 

formulate the equation you and I equals

Evaluate our findings, gather these tidbits

then simply Fornicate

Ill assemble my team, you'll arrange yours

Us attacking and crippling one another's army

Evading then delivering more fire

Expediting move for blow, charging then 

dominating

Hitting no missing, climbing then diving

Extracting some may call it, pirating all 

the jewels and gold we can take

Pursuing and pulling

Pouncing and plunging as this game is

almost over

Retaliating, releasing and rejoining then

repeating,

Exploding, shaking, sighing

More screaming than smiling, some

hi-fiving, venting

Touching, translate verb fucking.

I Cry For You...Will You Cry For Me?

Too sky high off of love to fall
So we bungee jumped in
Not knowing that what we didn't know
about one another would affect us
Never mapped out a landing and the 
strength of each others life cord neglected
We were a great sum of love singly

but only average when intersected

Each lie like a hungry termite destined

to feed off of our guilt

Tearing down walls of past indiscretions,

hateful thoughts and untruths never told

from which we were built

Too late to tweezer pick these ingrown 

indecencies now, this foundation

has rotted, is now a grateful dead

Gluttonous varmints wrongfully nourished

and over fed

Off of raw lies and sweet truths never said

Tear drops form notes then lines to lyrics

of the hurtful song never read

Dreams never awaken or nightmares put

to bed but

I cry for you...will you cry for me?

Your indiscretions, well I guess technically 

not lies

If my weak heart knows but my blind eye

wont acknowledge or realize

Crawled through the cells of my veins 

leaving a red puddle of demise

The "I promises" and "I'll tries" to

"Oh well","Better luck next time" 

and "Your problem not mine"

Conducted the simplifying of us

fraction by fraction the love which

we were comprised

There's no switch for the dark wing

of your mind to guide to light

Not a sound or peak of hope in site

From where did this evil descend, who

extended an invite because

I'm crying for you...are you crying for me?

I'll acknowledge that all my 

"Never good enoughs" dug a trench in

you so deep, your pain rose and verity

swallowed

Your foretell that I'm heartless is your

truth but by your acute disfavor it 

was hallowed

I witnessed as you set that critical 

line of love and hate, instead of

choosing I just followed

My slippery words cause a riptide

in our body of water making it

unsafe to wallow

We may as well have drowned

I can wish the defining moment of our

destruction was rewound

Maybe just maybe that tangible and

verbal love we misplaced could 

be found

And released by these spiteful ropes 

and unbound

For you to feel the boom of my heart

when it pounds

Give space between my foot your heart

and the ground

To project my repentant slug before

you hear the sound

That's Insufferable

No love I was crying for you, now I'm crying for me

Untitled(Random)

Listen to the words of my heart
Witness the pain of my song
Feel the tears of emotion
Now lost and longed


See the engraved evil
The man in the picture
Whose sorrow was given
By leaving hurt as signature


Hear my soul weep
Crying loudly unnoticed
Unravel a history of violence
Victim of one man's focus


My eyes reveal a truth of ache
Proceeding to anguish then torture
Motive is nameless
Result is less fortune

Haiku( Random)

Petals, morning dew
Illuminated by rays
I love morning sun


Steam shouts all aboard
Destination is unknown
Hope on metal tracks


Wind whips hurriedly
Telling stories of many
Carrying whispers

Ride(free write)

Ride

Drifting

Hovering above ourselves

Souls catching a melody

our air the most beautiful song

Lyrics arbitrating the steadiness of our...

Ride

Through the neurons of my thoughts

Mapping my questions

Questioning my debates

and Answering my dilemma whether to... 

Ride

Cautiously

The electric wave of my nerves

Tickling expressions from limbs

Sensations decoding your rhythm

signaling me to...

Ride.

Whisper Love

Whisper sweet nothings
Salty somethings and sour everything
Loose from the touch you bring
Whisper Love


Toe tethering back arching songs
Outbursts of emotions to belong
Oh's, ah's, yes's, and yells language 
foul and wrong
Whisper Love


Think with the wrong one
Enter my mind with yours
So genius the knowledge you shared
and thoughts that I endured
Whisper Love


Enter my cipher with spirit and command
Each access producing a melodious chant
Reserve in your expression, want to call out but cant
just.. 
Whisper Love




Not sure if  I want to finish this one....kinda like it short and sweet!